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Lepotica

by Horse's Silhouette

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1.
Corrupted energy surrounds us all We’re running out of luck, forgetting about time No difference between right and wrong sides in this mass conflict It all boils down to global defeat Watching years fleeting by while holding back tears Head down in the pillow to conceal the screams Ruled by fear, we thrive on forth towards this broken comfort Wretched cries still haunt her dreams Praying for a quick death
2.
Contortion 01:22
Contortionist My nerves dislocate at the seismic footsteps Breaking, bending, endless aching Haunted by weathered faces Inside the void of home, they gnaw at my bare bones Across the plains, their eyes follow me Bound by our blood, one with the misery Severed from reality A glitch in the helix A disorder which erodes into my gene code But why should I grief for what you have given me? It's all not so bad, as long as I can get my sleep To see the beauty in decay We’ll learn to be hypocrites our own way We won’t need to be each other’s family We'll have to see things our own way We won't need to contort reality
3.
The Lash 01:48
In forged fantasies you try to live pornography Stuck between the sheets With only your love to prove Nights are filled with silence Flowers wither with the motions The pinnacle of the moment shattered by the quietus (thereafter) Ingénues dwell beyond the inamorata Shattered by coitus that came beforehand The leather tailed lash, in an ordeal of pleasuring the flesh, wrote the murder I read in her eyes when she spun her hatred around our pudenda Poison drips from her nails Her mountains to be scaled freely My red oceans flowing rapidly Her desert beneath to shine through her knees
4.
Holloway Dew 01:49
Through the mist in this hollowed out piece of land I've rode on for years on end In the dead of night I've walked alone to find that this place is not my fucking home The people walking here, oh how they sympathize with bullshit views Reluctance towards change, oh how it leverages the decay of the self With recession, there comes repression; how many times before we learn still so unable to discern the shady figure through the fog who swings the scythe of profit across the cogs of the right-wing machine we're shackled so thoroughly by These Flemish towns will invite him in unless we start having the fucking cow Choking in holloway dew This sunken lane which we can't get out of Is it meant to be romantic? 'Cause it feels like we're stuck in trenches
5.
There she slept with remorse Under the veil of the gathering darkness The mist descends in between the concrete trees and willows beyond Lost with the tears on her cushions The nightmares that slept with the phantoms of her recollection And there she turned her back to the sound sex And she went there again Lost with sex Lost without sex
6.
Ochre Dreams 02:52
How can I trust myself around a force so overwhelming How can I see beyond the mirror in her eyes when all I see is self-pity for my own pathetic existence, oblivious to all there is to say Words and chords always fall short of telling her that her curls are all I'll ever want to feast upon And when she walks off alone, which she undoubtedly will do, I'll realize our time was useless How can I trust her when all she sees of me is a phlegm from a person's mouth that could say so much more They say opposites magnetize each other Could the nine circles of hell fit into those of heaven? The aphrodisiac is mixed with poison before being poured into an open wound cut open further by my hands who keep digging deeper into the flesh just to feel anything besides feeling worthless
7.
Take my hands and open them up Breathe as the wind takes along the grains of salt I had for every pound of misery, strains of red hair still stuck under my fingernails Three years after my lips had fused with your body parts, the nightmare has finally ended Like motion sickness, only during sex Pheromone molecules bind to olfactory receptors Body geometry like a landfill of flesh The summit of your mountains littered with ghosts of fellow explorers Your waters flow from dams burst by other lovers Every wonder for beauty turns into lethargy Every artifact, ashes from cold fires I can still see the stains of spit you left on the pillow, I can hear your dog suffocating
8.
Manipulatrix 00:59
Stories told of sexual abuse, of Stockholm syndrome and forced drug use Your parents still so unaware their only daughter's fucked up in the head But who am I to distinguish truth from the lies your relationships are based upon? When your lovers' eyes look into the ink of my flower pierced into your skin while he's thrusting back and forth do you sense any kind of remorse It seems like the curse of these towns Hedonistic lifestyle above all You're all just collections of fluids and flesh; cosmically insignificant Like spider's prey you weave men around your hand but I wonder to what end Does people's suffering make you blind to the gaping hole inside your mind?
9.
Angst 04:42
We're here in this morning again Trying to relieve ourselves from the accumulation of angst built up throughout six fucking years Ambiguity within the needs and desires of the persons whose sociopathic tendencies have kept you silent throughout six fucking years Migrating inside the prison of this mind Trying to actively relativize Bonded by blood, romance, guilt or pity but never family Angst to live with the fear of living for nothing, of living throughout years worth of pain and suffering Angst to die with the fear of having died a slow, cumbersome, purposeless, meaningless life The walls resonate with the screams of unadulterated despair Aeons pass as it cyclically goes on No apathy releases you from the aimless breathing amidst this onslaught There's only the prospect that it might one day be better and the overwhelming angst Angst

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released August 12, 2013

Owen Swerts: all guitars, bass, drums, vocals, lyrics, mixing, mastering
Speech on "Her Younger Self" by Brittany Friesen
Recorded at the Halenoise HQ, Belgium, between April and August 2013.

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Horse's Silhouette Halen, Belgium

Horse's Silhouette is the solo-effort by Owen Swerts, also known by select few as the drummer for Kasatka, Days of Desolation and China Syndrome, and the guitarist for Shaken Baby. It was formed in 2006 under the moniker of Ifota.

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